in chaotic times, I am practicing slowing down. slow tarot roots us into a monthly spread for the collective, the meaning evolves with us as we move through the moon’s cycle 🌑 🌓 🌕 🌗

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this month’s slow tarot

  • Two of Wands crossed by the Hermit (center), the Lovers (below), Seven of Swords (left), King of Swords (right), Queen of Pentacles (above)

    My interpretations of this spread can be found through the accompanying readings (as above, so below - click the moon links or keep scrolling)

    • What otherworldly dream for the future are you nurturing?

    • What values are core to your being, and worth rooting into during this time?

    • What gifts are yours to offer this moment?

    • What helps you to stay grounded through the threatening chaos of our time?

    • What distant horizon keeps you steady?

  • this spread complements our slow tarot spread of the month, drawing upon the same themes. Arrange the cards in any pattern that suits you, and add more as necessary. Sit with your spread for days or weeks until it feels complete.

    1. what gift is mine to offer to this moment?

    2. How can I nurture this gift?

    3. What distracts / blocks me from this gift-giving?

    4. What helps me ground amidst the collective chaos?

    5. What horizon, longterm vision, can I orient toward?

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Love is the Root and the Way: Slow Tarot for Eclipse Season 🌑

slow tarot for eclipse season.

Slow Tarot spread to carry us through this month’s eclipse season, Aquarius ~ Pisces: Two of Wands crossed by the Hermit, the Lovers, Seven of Swords, King of Swords, Queen of Pentacles.

The weeks encompassing eclipse season are profoundly disruptive. This month’s eclipses coincide with the highly anticipated Saturn-Neptune exact conjunction, as well as a Mercury retrograde. While the turbulence and confusion of the present moment may persist, revelations are also bound to penetrate the fog.

We may not have clarity about what’s happening around us, but we can root into our interdependence; love is the lantern that lights the way. 

The spread for this season is centered on the Two of Wands crossed by the Hermit. Both of these cards illustrate vast horizons, with the 2W figure looking out over the globe he clutches, and the Hermit mid-trek on the mountaintop, led by his glowing lantern. The question these cards contain, for me, is

where are we finding our purpose, as the world swirls and convulses around us? 

The Seven of Swords and King of Swords, the horizontal line of the spread, ground us further into this question. These cards seem to be demonstrating two important orientations to this moment. The Seven of Swords is subversive, a thief stealing away with an enemy’s weapons. Resistance to deadly occupying forces and the flourishing of technofascism is of critical need. Equally as critical is rooting into our collective sense of purpose, and the vision of the alternative world we are growing. The King of Swords is this visioner, grounding us in the stillness of knowing our place and purpose amidst the storm. 

So what is this emerging vision, what is nourishing and supportive enough for us to root into?

This is the Lovers, a card of right relationship, reciprocity, and authentic being-ness. In this world, each and every one of us has a purposeful role to play, to keep the gift of life in motion.

This is the glory of the world held in the hands of the Two of Wands. Gift and possibility, gift and responsibility.

Every present moment an opportunity to show up and honor this world in all its being-ness. The rising card of this spread, the earth mother herself, Queen of Pentacles, shows us nourishing the seed of the world we are planting in each moment. Rooting into the Lovers, a love ethic, an ethic of right relationship that must be nurtured through the actions of us all for life to flourish, for an alternative to the extractive death cult of white supremacist patriarchal capitalist imperialism. 

The Saturn-Neptune conjunction that peaks on February 20th is an archetypal and symbolic world birthing, occurring at 0º Aries, the birthplace of spring.

This time we are currently living through is potent and revolutionary; with real possibility of dissolving faulty and corrupt structures, and finding our way home to a more loving world.

This takes a clarity of values and  a willingness to unlearn all of the ways these systems have conditioned within us (King of Swords). It also takes the determination and devotion of the Hermit, the will to traverse the unknown and unfamiliar, with soulful purpose as our guide.  

This otherworld, one rooted in love and care for each other, is a precious dream we can hold in our hands in this moment.

We each have a role to play in its nourishment, from seed to shoot to thriving ecology. Grounding into this vision helps us to act with integrity when our Seven of Swords moment comes, and helps us to sustain the daily actions of care that keep this world healthy and growing (Queen of Discs).

I will be working with this spread all month, follow along on Patreon for free, or sign up for email updates straight to your inbox when new reflections emerge. Wishing you ease and loving connection to orient toward amidst the storm.  

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the page of cups asks: how do we hold all of this grief? slow tarot capricorn

In this revisit of our spread for this month, I find inspiration and hope in the words of Audre Lorde and the people of Minneapolis.

The spread for this month, drawn on the Capricorn New Moon: 3 of Discs reversed, crossed by the Ace of Swords, 2 of Discs, 6 of Swords, Page of Cups, King of Swords reversed.

Listen to the initial reading of this spread here, from the new moon in Capricorn.

Last weekend, federal agents murdered another American, Alex Pettri, on a Minneapolis street. I write this with a heavy heart that weeps for Alex’s loved ones, who not only are thrust into the unthinkable grief of losing someone to violence, but also have to defend his honor against their own government, who immediately moved to denigrate his memory. Alex was, by all accounts, a kind soul dedicated to service in this life. The type of service he demonstrated in his final moments is what we are seeing flourish across Minneapolis in sub-zero temperatures: an incredibly organized and widespread movement of regular, kind people taking action to defend their neighbors from kidnapping by the federal forces occupying their city, and undeniably risking their lives to do so.

The indifferent brutality and abject lies defending such horror from our highest levels of government is heartbreaking and terrifying.

Lines are being drawn between reality and violent authoritarianism. Many of us have been trying to draw these lines for years, decades, but the choice point has finally arrived. On one side is a white nationalist, fascist project that will execute peaceful observers if it deems them obstructive to its goal of ethnic cleansing. On the other side is humanity, a collective swell of nonhierarchical organized resistance, the blossoming of a networked web of mutual aid and protection, fueled by collective grief and outrage, but also love and acknowledgment of our shared humanity, of our right to belong, and of the value of each life.

Minneapolis is doing more than staving off an unjust and unnecessary government occupation, they are showing us the way forward.

Maybe they are going so far as to demonstrate the use of different tools than those that built this house, in the famous words of Audre Lorde.

Her well-known quote, “we can not dismantle the master’s house with the master’s tools,” is something I’ve been contemplating as I consider this reversed King of Swords. Reading the reports of courage and solidarity from Minnesota this week, and witnessing a city overwhelmed with bodies during their general strike on Friday, it’s as if an alternative to our current power structures is stirring.

Revisiting the speech which birthed this quote, I found so much wisdom that aligns with this spread and this moment. The context is critical. Audre is speaking at a feminist conference, where Black and Lesbian women have been siloed to a single panel, marginalized from the bulk of the collective discussion. Audre is pointing out how the oppressive dynamics of patriarchy are being replicated — consciously or unconsciously — in the very place seeking to oppose this system.

We internalize our oppression and bring it with us, even in the ways we strive to become free from it (6 of Swords).

And so Audre says,

“Advocating the mere tolerance of difference between women is the grossest reformism. It is a total denial of the creative function of difference in our lives. Difference must be not merely tolerated, but seen as a fund of necessary polarities between which our creativity can spark like a dialectic. Only then does the necessity for interdependency become unthreatening. Only within that interdependency of difference strengths, acknowledged and equal, can the power to seek new ways of being in the world generate, as well as the courage and sustenance to act where there are no charters.

Within the interdependence of mutual (nondominant) differences lies that security which enables us to descend into the chaos of knowledge and return with true visions of our future, along with the concomitant power to effect those changes which can bring that future into being. Difference is that raw and powerful connection from which our personal power is forged.”

When I read these words, I cannot help but think of the way difference is being weaponized and exploited at this moment. Right-wing politics encourages contempt of difference to accrue power and increase oppression of the marginalized. This has been framed in response to diversification efforts that began to flourish in recent decades – which, as Lorde points out, mostly strove for superficial rather than structural change. The institutional and corporate response to the murder of George Floyd and so many others was an accelerated version of this, in which many of the same organizations now funding fascism moved to increase visible difference in May and June of 2020.

These tepid efforts feel like a fever dream today, only five-ish years later, because they never even pretended to step outside of the master’s tools. The true dismantling of white supremacist capitalist patriarchal imperialism, so necessary if we mean to survive as a species, is a restructuring of our systems to hold difference as the necessary means for creation, in the words of Lorde. This is a restructuring from hierarchy to interdependence (3 of Discs), and Minnesota is courageously and righteously showing us one way of using different tools.

As I read Audre’s words, I see the necessary polarities in the 2 of Discs, the potential of creativity in the reversed three, and the Ace of Swords as our liberation tool. All of us, but white people in particular, class-privileged people in particular, have to undertake the arduous and discomforting work of heeding this call.

We have to truly be willing to sacrifice our own privileges and positions – institutional and otherwise – to dismantle the systems that created them.

It is time for us to question and interrogate all of our assumptions and worldviews, unconsciously internalized as a means of safe passage through an unsafe world (Six of Swords). This is ongoing work of self-reflection and unlearning, self-reflection and letting go. The Page of Cups shows that we can do this with love, curiosity, and even imaginative play sometimes. We do not need to punish or abandon our parts of self that have not known better until now, for that is also a master’s tool. Carceralism is a foundational pillar of this oppressive system, and a practice we in the US have been taught to uphold and internalize all our lives.

But punishment and ostracism do not change others or our own parts of self, only love, belonging, and acceptance do.

This two of discs is also making me think about the opposing sides deepening right now. There are the lying, murderous fascists, and there are all of the people who oppose them. We do not have to achieve ideological purity and universal agreement, the only thing we have to agree on is that we need to stop our neighbors from being murdered and killed, and yes, that means putting our lives on the line.

In finding this common cause and endlessly pursuing it, together, we are also building a transformed world, using our fresh tools.

The truth of our interdependence feels so alive right now. I am so bolstered by hope witnessing the acts of love, care, community protection, safeguarding, and service happening in Minneapolis. Neighbors opening their homes, sharing resources, building networks of solidarity to support one another through a door to door onslaught of “show me your papers” fascist violence.

The only way to beat this system is to build a network of interdependence, rooted in our shared humanity; this is an ethic of love. There is no returning to an earlier form of the systems and structures that brought us to this breaking point.

The only way out is through the deep discomfort of molting, shedding, and transforming.

We don’t have to master another way of being right now, we only have to practice it.

What does a system look like that acknowledges and respects the interdependence of all beings?

How can we return to our home, there?

Questions to sit with, to venture into, to return to, as this month unfolds.

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waves of change ~ slow tarot 🌑 28º Capricorn

A slow tarot spread to guide us through Capricorn and Aquarius season.

3 of Discs Rx, crossed by Ace of Swords, surrounding by 2 of Discs (below), 6 of Swords (left), Page of Cups (right), King of Swords Rx (top) 

Our collective has reached an impasse, and this year promises some breakthroughs. The road ahead is treacherous, as demonstrated by the first weeks of the year. But within this morass of state-sanctioned terror, we are witnessing the adaptation of the collective into loving, protective shapes.

There is an eruption of righteous anger and the emergence of something else, too.

As the old system breaks down, we are awash with possibility.

This spread is inviting us to dismantle the limitations that our culture has wrought within our own imaginations. The collapsing systems of modernism refute and segregate nature, but this duality is an illusion. Nature shows us the ever-present mystery of life’s ability to adapt and evolve.

It is time for us to take new and remembered forms, reconnecting our collective to the mysteries of the enchanted world, and finding experimental paths through the intractable tension of the present.


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these depths will not consume us ~ slow tarot 🌑 28º Sagittarius

Reading for the spread that carries us from the Sagittarius dark moon to the Capricorn dark moon.

This spread is carrying us through the turn of the year, a time of rest, reflection, and renewal. The Seven of Swords is crossed by the Moon, below is the 4 of Pentacles, to the left is the Six of Pentacles, to the right is the Queen of Cups, and above is Strength. Listen to the reading above to hear my perspective on these card positions.

What’s clear to so many of us, living through this time of crisis-collapse, is that the old modernist stories are myths.

The myth of endless growth, the myth of the human-nature divide, the myth of the prosperity doctrine, the myth of philanthropy. These myths have led us to a time of cascading crises and moral turpitude. People are afraid for their own safety, and in a culture of such weak community ties, we are willing to let our neighbors suffer in an effort to protect ourselves. Deep in our bones, we know that these strategies are futile in the face of the compounding collapse. No one is safe until we are all safe; no one is safe in a culture with such little belonging.

The Seven of Swords is a card of risk-taking.

A trickster-disrupter steals into an enemy camp and runs off with their weapons, dropping them along the way. The Moon crossing this card asks,

What are we willing to risk in a time of such confusion and uncertainty?

If we take risks based on the values and stories of the overculture, we are risking the safety of others for our own. We are okay with the vast disparities in wealth, resource distribution, status, and security – divides that appear to be widening daily. We are putting our heads down, holding our resources tightly, and hoping the crisis doesn’t come knocking, but it is already here.

In a culture like ours, we’ve grown accustomed to limiting our ability to truly feel the pain and suffering of our world. We harden, tighten, and grasp at what is ours (4 of discs), instead of opening to the horror and grief that results from our societal systems. So long as we continue to operate in this way, our current crises will continue to compound. The system ignores suffering and death, but we can no longer ignore it, we must engage in the work of grief so that we might open our hearts to this moment, in its entirety.

The Queen of Cups is a grief worker.

Her lidded vessel illustrates the treasures that arise from engagement with our deepest caverns of self. When we tend to our own pain with compassion and care, we are able to show up to the suffering of the world with that same tenderness. We know that these depths will not break or consume us, but instead serve a connective function; tributaries flowing through the darkness. In our shared pain, we find communion, and we find meaning. We find reason to take bold risks.

Strength is a card of nervous system regulation.

We do not tame a lion through brute force, but from the softness that can only come from a deep knowing of our own triggers and how to stay grounded in times of stress. If you have ever witnessed someone de-escalate a person in crisis, you know the feeling of this soft strength, and how skillful and embodied it is.

Disregulation is contagious. Social media companies have built entire algorithms to foment outrage because it creates engagement. After a decade of this, the current US government has adopted trolling as its official messaging style, delighting in the outrage generated by their abject cruelty, state violence, and white supremacist memes.

Polycrisis is overwhelming to the nervous system, resulting in hyperarousal, disassociation, and collapse (fight, flight, and freeze). In these states, we are confused and reactionary, unable to find the presence to make clear decisions. The astrological weather of 2026 indicates heightened and intense energies, a likely deepening of the polycrisis, and an organized response to broken systems.

In this moment, what is most needed, is for us to deepen our self-care practices, including grief work, and being with the raw pain of this moment in time.

When we no longer fear or avoid the wildness of our own emotions, we a better able to stay regulated and grounded through the wildness of any moment. Safety cannot come through external means alone. By all means, keep your go-bag packed, but don’t neglect nurturing the security that can only be found through greater embodiment and emotional presence.

The promise of this year is that a new way of engaging with our violent systems and toxic discourse will emerge, disrupting the tension of polarity. The Seven of Swords is this trickster genius principle at work, and the Moon reminds us that the duality at work in the world also exists within ourselves. For us to work with the trickster potential of the coming (Uranus in Gemini) cycle, we must be embodied and attuned to our self, and the coursing tides of our emotions.

Attuning to the needs of our own nervous system is a necessary and radical act in this moment.

Our ability to self-regulate is essential as we navigate the year ahead, in all its fiery potential and change-laden promise. Let the Queen of Cups connect you to your own emotional sovereignty by communing with your own pain, and with the grief of the world.

Bearing witness to all that has been lost can break open our hearts to fight for all that remains. Instead of letting our inner lions overrule us, may we stand side by side with them, emboldened and empowered to meet what lies ahead with clear heads and open, tender hearts.

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betwixt and between ~ slow tarot 🌑 28º Scorpio

Readings and writings for the dark moon in Scorpio spread, that carries us all the way to the dark moon in Sagittarius.

This spread shows Temperance crossed by the Ace of Swords, between the 4 of Wands to the left and the World to the right. Beneath sits the King of Wands on his fiery throne, and above sits the Page of Swords.

A spread to carry us from dark moon to dark moon, beginning with the new moon at 28 Scorpio, conjunct Mercury, on November 20, 2025. This spread is meant for us to sit with throughout this season, coming back to us as this accelerated time in the world shifts, and us with it.

My dear friend and collaborator Beth Bradfish created the music for this episode as she listened to the dark moon reading, what a gift!

This spread shows Temperance crossed by the Ace of Swords, between the 4 of Wands to the left and the World to the right. Beneath sits the King of Wands on his fiery throne, and above sits the Page of Swords.

The feeling I get from this spread, during this Scorpio dark moon, is this betwixt and between feeling. We are in a liminal space, between a world structure that no longer works for us and another struggling to be born. Like the Temperance angel we may have one foot in earth and one foot in water, what Ace of Swords moment might this Mercury cazimi bring?

Embracing this in-between state is more important than figuring it all out right now.

If you listen to the reading above, I’d love to know how it lands for you, and what you’re seeing in the cards and feeling in the world right now. I’ll return to this spread as the moon moves around the sky, and add to the resources below as things happen that feel resonant. Come back by when you feel like slowing down into the present.

🌓 first quarter square: pisces 🌓

11-27-2025

As I sit with this slow tarot spread, I am drawn to how it mirrors the collective astrology of 2025 and 2026.

2025 is a year of transition. The slow-moving outer planets Neptune and Uranus began their journeys from earth and water to air and fire signs. All of the outer planets move retrograde for part of the year from our earthly vantage point, so while we experienced Uranus and Neptune entering into Gemini (air) and Aries (fire) earlier this summer, now they have both moved back into Taurus (earth) and Pisces (water), respectively. In 2026, they will re-enter Aries and Gemini, where they will remain for several years. Next summer, Jupiter leaves Cancer (water) to enter the fire sign of Leo, at which time, all five outer, transpersonal planets will be in air and fire signs (Pluto in Aquarius, Saturn and Neptune in Aries, Uranus in Gemini, and Jupiter in Leo). This is an unprecedented, massive shift of energy, nothing like it has occurred in recent history, or will again. We’ve been feeling its onset for a couple of years, and we will soon be living it.

Amidst this great change, Saturn, the planet of material reality and consequence, is meeting Neptune, the planet of formlessness, dissolution, spirituality, idealism, and interconnectedness. These planets conjoin every 36 years, aligning with moments that bend our collective perception of reality: the fall of the Berlin wall, the Red Scares, and moment after moment of uprising and revolution. In February of 2026, Saturn and Neptune will meet at 0º Aries, the point of the spring equinox in the northern hemisphere. If the zodiac has a birth point, this is it. Astrologically speaking, we may be in for an awakening, the dawn of a new day.

Then, in late July of 2026, Pluto, Neptune, Uranus, and Jupiter will all arrive at the 4th degree of their new zodiacal home. At this time, they will form harmonious angles (sextiles and trines) to one another, forming a shape known as “Barbault’s Basket,” named after the famed French astrologer Andre Barbault.

Barbault devoted his career to the practice of collective (mundane) astrology, which emphasizes the study of the outer planets. In 2011, he predicted the world would experience a pandemic in 2020. Barbault saw this rare and evocative configuration of 2026 as a possible moment of evolution. Combined with the Saturn-Neptune conjunction, Barbault believed these arrangements could herald a more enlightened world, emphasizing themes of progress and advancement for the earth and its inhabitants.

Andre Barbault died in 2019. He didn’t see the pandemic he predicted emerge or the polycrisis that heightened alongside it. 2025 feels like a world that is at its breaking point. From where I sit, fascism and state violence are more entrenched than ever, corruption is rampant, and systems are captured by incompetent and malicious actors. Even if 2026 brings a paradigm shift, it is hard to envision how we might clean up the mess these past years have wrought, not to mention redistribute resources and power from wealth-hoarding, destructive actors to the people.

But, what if this were a seeding moment?

To me, Temperance’s angel, with one foot on earth and one in water, depicts this transition, as Uranus and Neptune finish up their passage through Taurus and Pisces. The liminal space we are in is one of chaos, destruction, violence, and moral rot. It feels like at every turn, we are seeing in grotesque and horrifying detail how those with power and influence have abandoned all principles but profit and conquest.

Is this so surprising, in a society that insists on endless growth, even in the face of its own annihilation? The world of modernity is a world fueled and fed by consumption – a world of uncontained fire. This is the world our King of Wands built – growth for growth’s sake, an ever-hungry ouroboros. Nothing is safe, and nothing is valued if it does not serve the gods of profit. Some of us have always known this world was a false structure (4 of Wands) built on faulty foundations, others among us have only begun to see.

What’s obvious is that we can’t stay here. The forces of change are already upon us.

In a world of extremes, chaos, confusion, a world pushed to its brink, we look up to see a sword, offered out of thin air. This is the paradigm shift. We can keep traveling down this fiery, godforsaken road, or we can emerge out of this morass, more aligned with the World around us.

Earth and water are elements that help us to ground and center ourselves. As we enter this age of fire and air, elements that help us to act, what sustains, nurtures, and centers us? How can we best use this time to prepare for the changes that are coming? When I look at the longterm astrology I see reasons for hope, but these flowing energies of air and fire are very intense. Looking around at what is present, it is obvious that a collective paradigm shift is going to be hard-won. It might entail a swifter collapse of our systems. The energy between all these planets might mean the eruption of even more violence and chaos on earth. The descent could be long and arduous, the descent could also be the portal.

I am seeing this Ace of Swords as our opportunity to liberate ourselves from the destructive path our world is on. This is not divine deliverance, however. A drawback of the liminal state of Temperance (XIV) is that in the flux and uncertainty that follows Death (XIII), we grasp for extremes (The Devil, XV). We pray that salvation will come in the form of a cosmic dance, but that only opens the door. The configuration only offers the Sword, we have to take it.

And that’s how we land at the Page of Swords at the top of this spread, a child without much power, or knowledge of how to wield that weapon. But they have determination, they have grit, and most importantly, they picked up the sword. That’s the path to a more integrated and whole World for us all. That each of us find our own way to values-aligned action. The sword may be accepting the truth of the moment, even when it’s hard and scary; it may be vocalizing what is true, even if it’s unpopular; it may even be fighting to overcome forces of violence and oppression, with whatever tools we have at our disposal.

Fire and air are elements of action. This next year will be a very active one. Acting in alignment with our core values is a way to prevent burnout, to prevent moral decay, and to prevent being swayed by the powerful, seductive forces of uncontained fire that surround us. I believe this spread is encouraging us to take care of ourselves, to habituate the practices that keep us grounded and centered so that we may meet the changes coming our way with as much moral clarity as we possibly can. As Neptune and Uranus conclude their journeys through Pisces and Taurus for the final time in our lives, what changes and wisdom are they leaving you with?

We are not meant to know what is happening right now, and we might not know what is truly happening for a long time coming. The old world is melting away, and the new one is struggling to be born. What anchors you and clarifies the struggle, for you? If a world reborn were possible, what values do you want it to orient around?

What kind of world is worth fighting for?

🌕 full moon update: gemini 🌕

12 - 4 - 2025

This full moon musing returns to the Slow Tarot spread of this moon cycle, from the new moon of Scorpio to the new moon of Sagittarius. This Gemini full moon squares the lunar nodes, representing a turning point for the collective,

do you feel it?

In this episode, I reference the TESCREAL ideology that is underlying the technofascist imaginary, and connect it to our King of Wands and Four of Wands. AI is a flashy new vehicle for a very old fire ethos. This spread asks us to interrogate our relationship to this moment, to these technologies and our systems, and asks what parts of our own imagination are we able to reclaim? This reclaiming, deconditioning process is awkward, and turns us into our sweet Page of Swords. This Page may be unclear about what's happening, but they have their sword,

a sword of ethic and imagination that can forge a different path than what's being laid out for us.

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we can choose humanity ~ slow tarot 🌑 28º Libra

A spread to carry us from the Libra dark moon to the Scorpio dark moon. The Fool crossed by 6 of Swords, 4 of Swords, the Magician, the Emperor, and the 7 of Cups.

A spread to carry us from the Libra dark moon through Scorpio season.

This spread shows the Fool crossed by the 6 of Swords in the center. Left to right are the Magician and the Emperor. Below is the 4 of Swords, and above is the 7 of Cups.

This new Libra moon asks us to attune to what is in the midst of this journey – as we travel between agency and oppression, hope and despair. It calls on us to deepen and recommit to our most deeply held values and feel our desires to see those values enacted through the webs that we are connected to in ways that influence the entire collective. This spread asks us,

how do we accept what is real in this moment, and orient ourselves to the practice of hope?

How do we not become hardened, defensive, and overly protective, based on our desires for safety and certainty? How do we accept the threat and danger that we face and deepen into possibility for a future that aligns with our values, a future beyond our imaginative capacity?

I invite you to recreate this spread with your own deck while you listen, using my words as a beginning point for your own explorations. Slow down with me into this present moment and let’s wander through all the complexity it has to offer.

🌓 first quarter square: moon in aquarius 🌓

Squares inherently bring tension. The square between Scorpio and Aquarius is the tension between all that’s happening above the surface and all that lies beneath, unspoken and unseen.

Laying out these cards again today, I was struck by the tense divide that is so evident between pairs in this spread.

The Fool and the Six of Swords: before the journey and in the midst of it. The tension between open and cautious; hope and reality; breaking free and seeking refuge.

The Magician and the Emperor: Interconnection and domination; manifestation (collaboration) and demand; spell-coaxing spell-casting and coercion; imagination and foundation; creation and stability.

The Four of Swords and the Seven of Cups: restoration and dreaming; prayer and possibility.

What I am feeling into right now in this spread is the way it speaks to a process of restructuring our dreams. The world many of us were conditioned into – it was always a facade – it’s collapsing all around us. Some of us have always known the rot beneath the surface, and for others, this is wholly destabilizing. This is a time for questioning everything we assume to be true, for pulling those threads and unraveling the past we know and the future we don’t.

The 4 of Swords reminds me of the restoration that sleep provides, the way our systems take our conscious processing power and direct it towards other necessary ends, opening the way for dreams to emerge while the rest of us recalibrates. As a collective, as we witness and respond to mass corruption, violence, chaos and collapse, we must also make time and space to restore; dropping the narratives that carried us this far, and making way for a new foundation to emerge.

Within collapse, there is possiblity that didn’t exist before.

If the whole house crumbles, we get to build something entirely different, if we so choose. We may have dreams that feel no longer possible, individual paths that were laid that we have to mourn and adapt. None of us want to be where we are, but perhaps from here we can go to places we didn’t even dare to dream. This is the promise of the Fool, that possibility defies expectation.

We know the foundations that those emperors in power are building their ballrooms upon: violence, colonialism, white supremacy, fear, cruelty, extraction… These are rotten pillars, they cannot bear the weight of the future. What shall we build upon instead? Can you follow the threads of your thoughts, the beliefs that guide your dreams, to other values? Our minds have been shaped by the foundations that others laid for us, there is no shame in realizing that and becoming conscious of beliefs that are not our own. The possibility opens when we do the work of letting those beliefs fall away and laying a new foundation in their place. This is the process of the Six of Swords, this is our journey, now.

🌕 Full Moon Reflection: 13º Taurus 🌕

The full moon in Taurus coincided with a collective expression of values, an alternative path made manifest. We can respond to this moment by rooting and standing firm in our beliefs, instead of compromising. In the face of violence, assault, and dehumanization,

we can choose humanity.

Our collective power comes from our ability to be hopeful in the face of the politics of nihilism, cruelty, and domination. The restructuring force of the Four of Swords is working beneath the surface, as we further decondition from establishment and overculture beliefs. The rejection of status quo establishment compromise in favor of values-based, humanist politics in New York City is a spark that can light radical possibility for all of us.

May we be bold in our ability to act in the face of horrific authoritarianism and remain true to the values we want to see more of, in this world.

This is the way of the Fool, radical hope as a force of disruption and change.

🌗 Last Quarter Reflection: moon in Leo 🌗

This season has shown us collectively the highs and lows of this spread. Moments of hope and change amidst a deepening awareness of state violence and systems collapse. Heeding the call of this spread in this Scorpio season, I am efforting to remain attuned to hope, wherever it arises.

I see hope in the communities of neighbors banding together with whistled codes and resisting bodies against the terror and violence of ICE. I am finding hope in the words of Judges who read poetry and speak to unconscionable actions of masked men. I am deriving hope through the kind actions I encounter on a daily basis as we navigate the incomprehensible, together, and I hope you are, too.

My guess is that this Mercury retrograde through Sagittarius and Scorpio, dancing with Mars and Uranus, will bring more revelations into our collective consciousness. As we continue to see institutions and tepid individuals with power fold and acquiesce to authoritarianism and corruption, may we also continue to rise, individually as needed, but also collectively, meeting this moment by boldly leveraging the power we have, in service of possibilties we can only dream of;

may our dreams continue to grow as we shed the memories of what we once believed to be true.

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Slow Tarot Resources

Resources to deepen into our collective moment, to sustain hope through crisis-full times.

🌔 Resources 🌖

These are timely and everlasting resources that anchor us into the meaning of these collective spreads.

🌑 Dark Moon Reading ~ 28º Scorpio | Nov, 2025 – Dec 19, 2025🌑

Imagination: A Manifesto (book & more) | Dr. Ruja Benjamin

Hospicing Modernity (book) | Vanessa Machado de Oliveira of Gesturing Towards Decolonial Futures

How to Respond to Societal Collapse (video) | Sarah Wilson

Practical Reverence: A Conversation with Robin Wall Kimmerer (podcast / article) | Emergence Magazine

This Episode is FIRE (podcast) | the Emerald

TESCREAL: A Quick Guide to the Mythologies Driving Tech Power (primer) | Radical Futures Institute

The TESCREAL Bundle: Eugenics and the promise of utopia through artificial intelligence (essay) | Timnit Gebru and Émile P. Torres

The Anti-Christ Playbook: Peter Thiel & the Silicon Valley Apocalypse Hope (video/podcast on TESCREAL) | the Nerd Reich

🌑 Dark Moon Reading ~ 28º Libra | Oct 21, 2025 – Nov 19, 2025🌑

Judge blasts Trump’s Chicago border ‘Blitz,’ extends curbs on use of force that ‘shocks the conscience’ (article)

Rogers Park: Criminal Podcast

Zohran Mamdani’s Acceptance Speech (video) on the Taurus full moon.

Hope is a Discipline (pdf) from Mariame Kaba

Hope is a Discipline (original podcast interview) with Mariame Kaba

Into the Flow: The Grand Water Trine of Oct–Dec 2025 (video) by astrologer Gray Crawford (watch and consider the 7 of Cups)

Why Shame No Longer Works in American Politics (article) by Eric Reinhart (read and consider the Emperor)

Love in a Fucked Up World (video): Conversation between Dean Spade and Mariame Kaba

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